May 2013
26 posts
You must accept the reality of other people. You think that reality is up for...
– J.K. Rowling, The Casual Vacancy (via quotes-shape-us)
elmerslube:
eating disorder logic:
i’m lonely i’m going to isolate myself
i’m hungry i’m going to starve
i’m full i’m going to eat
i feel enormous i’m going to go binge now
i can tell i’ve lost weight i’m never eating again
i’m happy i’m going to trigger myself
i’m sad i’m going to pretend i’m fine
gum has 5 calories no
ice cream has a million calories i’m going to eat a whole seven...
applebright:
seriously considering filling my pockets with glitter and whenever someone near me says something really stupid or rude i’ll just reach into my pocket with a dead expression and release the glitter into the sky above their head and watch it shower over them like a baptism of stupid
April 2013
18 posts
7 tags
Dear me:
Stop blaming yourself for others mistakes, you did not make that U turn to deserve that ticket, you did not forget your license to deserve that ticket. You are not a bad luck person, remember you woke up really happy with yourself and thankful to God this morning. So stop saying all this is your fault, beacuse it’s not.
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So I have therapy tomorrow, and I know I really need it, but I don’t want to go, but I REALLY need it. Oh well, there’s hell inside my head right now.
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I want to eat but I want to loose weight then I don’t want to eat but since I’m in recovery I have to eat, but I want to loose weight, and there’s this thing from hell named ‘chocolate’ and I want it so bad but it’ll make no good to me. Did I mention I want to loose weight? Oh well, fuck you ED!
January 2013
2 posts
Listening to your body will never fail you, but...
December 2012
18 posts
6 tags
Getting ready to go inpatient in about an hour. I’ll be there for a week. I’m scared.
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I just feel like crying. Tomorrow I’ll go inpatient for a week, my therapist said it’s urgent at this moment of my life. I’ve been through this before but still, I’m so scared. Tonight I just want to cry.